Sunday, March 28, 2010

2 months later...

Well, almost 2 months later, I finally decide to update my blog! So many things have happened in the last 2 months. It has went by so incredibly fast but all is good! As most of you know, we are moved into our new home in Edmond! We LOVE it! We love our house, neighborhood, everything. Well, maybe not the new payment on our new house...lol! Closing went well on our previous house. I'm oh so thankful to be out of that house and part of town. I feel so much secure and safer. We moved the weekend before our actual closing date due some work issues with Mikel and being during the week, so we stayed with my in laws for almost a week and were able to do some painting of the walls in our new house before we actually moved into the house. Every single wall in our home was white and I couldn't stand it so paint went on the walls right away. Overall, our move went very smoothly and we are loving our new house and couldn't be happier!

Moving on...so our baby boy is due in less than a MONTH. OMG, time has went by so fast and I can't believe I am going to be the mother of 3. Holy Moly! In the last couple of days, I think the reality of Jett almost being here has really sank in. Although, I'm excited to meet my baby boy, it makes me so sad that Anna is not going to be my baby anymore. She is still a baby to me! I feel like I am forcing her to grow up and become bigger. Which kinda scares me because I felt this same way with Ashlee right before Anna was born, so I know labor must be coming soon. For some reason, me being pregnant with our 3rd child, does not seem real. Even though I feel it, I just can't come to realization I am going to have an infant in less than a month and have 3 kids. I'm in denial. LOL! Like its not actually going to happen. I feel like I'm in a dream. I know I will adjust but I'm really having a hard time with this one. I don't know maybe just my pregnancy hormones kicking in.
Also, I begin to think about labor and I have to fight the tears back. Knowing that my mom is not going to be there coaching me through labor is heartbreaking. She was there at both of my girl's birth encouraging me to keep pushing...I can hear her now saying "come on Whitnee, she is almost out" "just one more push" Even though, it got a bit annoying at times when I heard it over and over again, I will miss it. I know its going to hurt, not being able to share that special occasion with her but I have faith that God will help me through the time just like the other times when I think how can I do this without a mom by my side. Thankfully, I have a wonderful husband and family that will be right by my side to share this birth of our son!

Today was my baby shower for Jett! We had a great outcome of people at my house and it was overly crowded but I'm so thankful for all that came and for the many gifts I received! I haven't had a chance yet to sit down and look through everything, so tomorrow that's what I will be doing! I know I got like 4 or so of the same line of this monkey stuff at target...lol so some of it will have to go back to target.

The girls are doing great! Tball season has started back up for the spring, so we just added that back into our busy schedule. Ash loves playing ball so its worth it! Anna will be playing in fall if we choose to let her...she loves to get out there and practice with her sister but I'm not quite sure I'm ready to have 2 children playing sports, but how can you let one and not the other. But maybe we will wait till next spring. Who knows...like we don't already have enough going on in our lives... Ashlee has kindergarten enrollment coming up the first week of April. We are so excited to get her enrolled and started in her new school. We are in Deer Creek school district which happens to be the #1 academic school district in Oklahoma. that was a big plus to buying our new home!

Ok, I think that's enough of my ramblings for right now......I'm guessing my next blog will be started with a picture of baby Jett........who knows I might actually blog more often but I wouldn't count on it!
Until a month or maybe 2, Hope everyone is doing great!
Whitnee